Meaningful life You grow up, you dream, you plan and you realize your life became somewhat similar, but so much different. It makes sense to accept it and not frustrate yourself what if... what if I do this and not that ... There is no worth to deal with that. Done deal. Of course good to learn from it, experience anyway, but not analyze for a long time. Life, fate, God rearrange the picture about your life. Rearranged mine as well. I donot regret anything, just I would do everything a little earlier. Just to have enough time to finish. Of course there are much worse situations and I should feel happy what I got from life. Still I feel I have no one and nothing. Having apartments but I cannot afford to live there, having family but they are far and even if I live close they are far.
